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i have decided to blog again :D
but not in this blog, but another one. guess it.

chaos.
with love, Zi Xin♥

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY WEIXIONG & ZHANJIE!
hope the outing is fun yea! All the best in everything! :D


since very long i blogged.
anyway, school started like 2 week ago!
was like arggh, need to wake up for school 6.30! zZz!
anyway, school was kind of siannnnnn-ed.
maybe first few week is like that de ba? but i still miss E36G v.much! :(


was been told that i have a space in Polite'09 in few week ago.
my first reaction was my mouth open big big. feel super excited and happy about it.
but after i cool down. i start to think differently.
i thinking "what if i'm not up the the standard?", "how can i not let anyone down?"
there's too much to say and i'm too lazy to type.
ayee, forget it luh.
training starts to be more tedious le! 6 days a week.
saw my schedule and was like "waaaa!"
& today's training start to be more intensive alr!
circuit training. walao, that one super chiong pls.
after doing 1min per exercise, my muscle super tense. zZz!
but still, survived in it! hahahaha!
after that bathe and eat with Jasmine, Dory, Eric, Yipeng and Jon Ang.
eat 大虾面! superrrrr nice :P
bought 旺旺 from shengsiong and slack awhile while waiting for Jon A. to eat finish.
after that, headed to mrt station.
on the way home, on my laptop and started doing my RJ! hahaha!
HOME SWEET HOME! haha!
i shall go to rest now.
super tired pleaseeee!
good night! :D
update soon yea? (:

p/s: i'm happy on 16/07/2009 for some stupid reason :O
p/s: the feeling of "giving up" is always there, idk why.

yoooo. i'm back again as i promised myself that i must blog. heehee~ :D
alrights. shall blog Thursday 1st yo.

Thursday!
gym was alrights, just that decreased some of the weights :X
mai so chiong >.<'' because next day got time trial. LOL.
then after that, bath-ed and eat lunch @ sch's koufu.
after that went out with Cew, Jasmine, Eric, Yipeng and Thomas. :D
heihei ((:
we took train to somerset 1st.
walked around cineleisure as the guys wanted to buy mooks tee.
but in the end never buy luh. :O
walked around & decided to go to shaw house (?)
haha, we @ there chit-chat and eat early-dinner. like 5+? HAHAHA!
then we went over to far east plaza! :D
cause we wanted to buy friendship band yo. wahahahas (!!)
we chose the colour very long yeahhh, in the end we bought bright yellow! :D
*YAYNESS*
& we bought 11:
Me, Cew, Jasmine, Joey, Eric, Yipeng, Thomas, Hong Shan, KoonZhe, Yikee & Wenda.
hahaha! then went to a bench & sit down & wear. :D
like funny yo, i rmb Yipeng say: wa, like gay leh.
& Eric say: like got one string tied @ my leg sia! :D
i think like okay leh the yellow colour! hahah (!!) I like
then after that walked separate ways, some bus & some train. :O
HOME SWEET HOME!
reached home & put my bag and went over to cousin house :>
long time never see them already sia! hahaa! still so cute!
heehee!
reached home, i jitao want sleep sia!
used laptop awhile & i G_G liao.
haha!


Friday!
training @ macritchie reservoir today! {:
woke up around 6.23(?) & super shocked. called cew immedietely, i scare late :O
then i jitao jump out of bed and prepare myself.
took bus to jp & meet cew @ bus 157 :P
cew boarded the bus followed by pengsiang.
i K.O @ bus, pluck earpiece & slp! :O *TIRED YO!*
reached macritchie @ around 8.20(?)
started training around 8.45 ba?
firstly, we have time trial (2km) :(
the feeling like never ending route sia, keep telling myself to endure :(
cause like super cui alr :(
after that, watched the guys for their time trial (:
i keep 加油，来only. haha! :P
then finished everything. coach gathered us & told us our timing. (:
cant really rmb myself de cause not concentrating. just rmb 13+++
then like i only rmb other people timing... -.-'' okay, stupid!
after that, changed shoe & went for three top run (??) idk la.
just that keep up down slopes, really can die man! :(
the guys still can cheer along their run lo! :O zai yo.
i almost gave up the run, esp when the going up the slopes. :((
super tiredddddd x1000000000 HAHAHAHA!
*idk why even i sleep early, i will still super tired leh!*
heihei, when i saw the 光, is like total relieve leh! :x
after that talked with coach & released for lunch!
waited for bus & 不耐烦 alr, i jitao sit on the floor. HAHA.
then they say: "wa, dirty leh!" then i stand up :O LOL!
after that, went to eat lunch @ Shaw House? (nt orchard de) forgotten :x
ordered chicken rice & cant finish everything.
& I HATE CHICKEN RICE GOT BONE DE! :(
bused back to macritchie and slacked over there awhile :>
suibian asked my timing for 2km ; 13:34. (:
then started training @ 3.30pm.
was asked by coach to do K2 with joey. :)
i was happy that able to try K-boat alr, but meanwhile, i'm scared.
the feeling is so mixed ya. :(
take boat down & adjusted my seat.
okay, when we started to paddle, i was like shiver so . . .
got sound one somemore!
HAHAHA, joey can feel that i'm shaking/shivering. LOL!
tried to relax myself, but still, i shiver/shake.
did start-up position, twisting and paddle rounds.
& I KEEP "MUMMMYYYYYYYYYYY" when i feel like want cap liao, HAHAHA! :D
capsized once, was like stoning. :O
after capsized, i feel a little stable or smth? that i don't rly shake that much.
then after awhile, i'm back with the shake/shiver yo. rawrrrrrrr.
disappointed with the shivering thingy. :(
after that, play a so call "game"
separate into 2 groups and relay! heehehee!
but in the end, lost to group 1, but nevermind :P i didn`t do any forfeit! hehehe!
bring up the boat and keep into the shed.
wahahahahaha. :DDDDD
then debriefed and off to batheeee!
like yeah, finally can bathe liao! :P
after that, bid goodbye with the "yellow band gang" HAHA. *i.anyhow.one*
went to BBQ @ mr tan's condo (: will update the bbq when i received the photo! :D
okay, that's all for todayyyyyyy yo!
i'm tired already. hanged my washed clothes and i can sleep liao! weeee! hahah!
alrights, goodnights/bye!
update soon ya! ^.^v


stop day-dreaming L.Z.X, it's over the limit alr. :(

Phobia 2 on Sept 24 :D




hello, i'm back.
okay, i shall not be lazy & update what i reflected today! :D
anyway today, i woke up @ 6.30 but i sleep back :X
but around 6.45+ i really wake up le, if not, G_G
wash up & everything, leave house around 7.15? *cant rmb clearly*
ayee, not important.
so trained to woodlands and meet Jasmine, Jon Ang and Chong Soon for breakfast (:
then headed to causeway point for mac! :O
ate Filet O'Fish! :)
then after that headed to school for a talk that is about Mental thingy.
like how to push yourself over the limit all this. :)
after that, went to eat @ W4, ate nasi lemak & cant finish the chicken. -.-''!
then we're needed to report @ sports complex by 2pm.
so Me, Jasmine, Eileen and Zijian went over & sit down & stoned. :o
then sit down there waiting for the cleaning of "cage?"
but in the end, it's not rdy for cleaning, so went to LSR for training.
bus-ed over there, wa, super tired (!!), sleep on bus like zZz! haha!
reached & awhile, started to do warm up & etc.
taken paddle and boat.
training programme is sprint 14 sets of 400m.
i was thinking : wah, cfm cui :(
but still paddleeeeee! :)
i think like i never twist alot & the strokes ah, like =.=' 不够力 lo! :(
okay, i shall try harder again! :)
after 8 or 9 set (?), was asked to go up and keep boat.
went over to the pull up bar & did 50 assisted pull ups.
+ 10 pushups and 15 crunches alternatively.
after that, took my bag and sit on the floor to wait for instructions.
then, i sit there alot.Alot.ALOT of ants. then my bag got sweets!
*LIKE OMG, WTH* i duno until i took my tama & play and saw!
"wa, why got 3 ants de sia?" then i look into my bag :o
omg, like super alot of ants. then took all my stuff out and sian 1/2 (!)
panicking like hellllll! cause rly attracted alot of ants & I SWEAR :(
& thanks Jasmine for over turning my bag and like throwed all the ants out :D
but still, i will wash my bagggggggg, I DON'T CARE. heehee! :p
after that, went over to yishun stadium and do 5 set of sprint sets!
okay, i nearly died and i can feel that i might throw out anytime :(
& yes ah! finished! :D
cool down and had some talk with the seniors.
okay la, i feel normal when they might get angry for dropping of boats & etc.
& some sort of conflicts happened. :(
but i feel super duper tocuhed when 1 of the senior say.
senior: we asked the coach, so the dinner is for the senior team?
coach replied: no, include the juniors in, please.
idk how you all feel, but i really feel like...
super touched?! the "please" word is super powerful yo.
seriously, i don't know whether isit i too emotional or what.
but i know that my tears might just flow out anytime.
maybe abit 夸张 la, but ya'll know. I'm just like that.
had a heart to heart talk with kelroy, which like speak up all we wanted.
after that, stadium start to have the "beep beeppppppp sound" -> closing
then ended to talk and we're released :)
wanted to bathe, but the idotic stadium and gym is not letting us to bathe! angry!
so like changed my shirt to my "Happy" top and i feel a little clean & good! :D
headed to mac & i just drink a large cup of ice lemon tea for dinner!
feel so zZz after that, like want vomit alr.
then accompanied Joey to the bus-stop & me and Jasmine went to take train home.
i told her something which makes me like " woo, relax "
okay, i'm crazy, just ignore me ya! :O
after that, bid goodbye and took train home!
on my way, so 辛苦, because the vomiting feeling is still there (!)
+ no bathe, smelly! more sian 1/2 lo!
hahaha! :D


On my way home, i reflected alot of things (!) Like the way i paddle, twist enought anot(?) paddling hard(?) is this what i really want(?) Lots of questions mark is bothering me ya! sian 1/2. I felt so emo + somemore listening to some "emo" songs! :( I know that i shouldn`t think too much because it'll not happen and etc. But still, idk why i'm thinking so much. Imgination that can really make me laugh like an idoit and sometimes, seriously feeling happy for . . . And ya, it's like un-controllable. I told myself attempts of times, 林子欣，不要再想了， 是不能的！Ayeee, must really focus already. :)

reached home, bathe immedietely (!)
so shiok lor! :o
haha! okay, crazy again :O
hmmm, quite a long post right? hmmmm (!)
i shall stop here alr, it's 1.09AM, blog next time yo! :D
*my shoulder are aching like hellzxzxz! :( sob! (heng, salonpas in resue yo!)
Alrights! Goodnight & Goodbye :D

helllooooooooo all, i'm back! because blogger is okay alr! :D
okay! i shall update my birthday again :B
this time round is @ KTV and @ NewYork New york!! heehee!
okay! GO! :D

meet them around 11-12 plus, but was late :O
so cabbed down to Jurong Point with D.BoonEe! :x
only some of them reached which is Cwl, Weixiong, Richard, Suchen, Yizhang :)
so headed down to toa payoh 1st while the rest come later. (:
indeed a long ride to toa payoh man ~.~!
haha, reached already and waited for Beecheng to arrive.
some photos were taken :D

Me, Tbe, Cwl! <3
Me & D.BoonEe! <3
Me & Cwl a.k.a Caitou! <3
Me & Wei Xiong (:

Me & Richard! (:

Me & Suchen :D

Me & Yi Zhang! (:

then we headed to the ktv because beecheng reach alr (:
slowly, 1 by 1 come le.
Beesian & Shimin then Cew & Xueting



Xueting is always ready for camera shots. haha.

Me & D.BoonEe! :D

Us! :D

Tbe, Lzx, Cwl! <3
then after that we wanted to take photo, then we asked a ahbunehneh to take.
then he anyhow lor! sui bian take, anyhow one.
so we asked there de person to take again.
ofcause nicer luh! heehee :D
Group photo! :D



heehee {:
before we go, i took some photo with some of them (:
Me & Shimin!

Me & Xueting



then about 7+ we finish our ktv and headed to toa payoh there walk walk 1st.
then we stuck @ a stall which can customise our name.
so Me, Tbe, Cwl and Cew make one which cost us 5bucks each! heehee!
while waiting for the keychain.
took photo with them! :D
L-O-V-E

Nice right the key chain!? :D heehee!

then we headed to City Hall de New York New York to wait for the rest (:
which is XiaoSi, CheLu, Clarence, Chongkai, Duliang, Zhanjie and Foongwah.
saw them alr, like happy only. tehehehee!
then went into Newyork Newyork to have dinner.
sian 1/2, because don't have sit for 19 of us (!!)
so needed to split into 2 groups :(
after that, ordered our meal. :D
before having our meal, we went to get a free candy floss!
thanks Shimin for helping me to get 1! (:



Us with candy floss :D


my bloody mary! :x super nicee luhh!

my pasta! ^.^v

Beesian & Cew with their meal! like cool luh! (:

Weixiong eat this meal. superrrr big de!
then if he can finish all by himself.
he don't need to pay. but if he can't finish, he need to pay 30+?
lol!

haha!
after eating, played bom ji ji bom ji! I like. :D
1st forfeit is advertise a advertisement @ Newyork Newyork.
then Suchen kana forfeit. :P
2nd forfeit is sing birthday song (english) loud loud to me :P
then Shimin kana forfeit :O heehee!

3rd forfeit is sing birthday song (chinese) to me :O
then duliang kana forfeit, hahahaha~

after that, have a toilet break, some of them went to the toilet.
then i knew they will sabo me, then rly kana sabo luhhh ~.~
4th forfeit, dance Nobody =.=!

then surprise come alr :)
when i dancing, they preparing the cake :D
then when chelu pass to me cake, my tear jitao drop lo T_T
touching luhh! *.*

Me with the tweety cake brought by D.BoonEe! :)

enjoy the photo yo :)












i open & inside it's tissue paper & candles. lol.









then after that finish everything luh, going home alr.
before that, we must take a group photo! :D
(click to enlarge!)


after that, while walking towards mrt, then stopping near the mrt entrance.
then they gave me a other present. lol.





French Connection Watch! ^.^vv


Me & Duliang (:

Me & Foongwah (:

Me & Chongkai (:

Me & Richard (:

Me & Clarence (:

then after that we board the train :D
then they @ mrt sing birthday song to me, make me so ps >.<'' heehee :D

HOME SWEET HOME! :D

i would like to thank all of your who especially come down for my birthday celebration (: you'll know the feeling is indesriblable yo. but!!! All i wanted to say to your already msg-ed you le (:
THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH! ((:

p/s: omg, i just know that i didn`t take photo individually with Cew & Bee Cheng :O

alright, i finished updating my birthday alr! hahaha! clear-ed!
rest of the photo that i didn`t post here is on my facebook ya! (:
i shall sleep now, it's 11.58 le!
tmrl still got training! :D
cant wait for it! heeheeheee!
Good Night Everybody! :D

p/s: i'm super happy on 23/09/2009! :D , but i shouldn`t think too much! :(